
makrawl
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Apr 18, 2004, 8:57 AM
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Re: [kesuke] *Mak's chat zone*
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so sorry to hear that. i understand how you feel at the moment. i had a mongreal last time who stay in the garden. one day he was poison too and we were not at home for a few days (we ask the neighbour to feed him for us). my neighnour called us once she realised he is acting abnormally and vomitting. we came back after a day or two (i can't remember) and he just stand till he sees everyone of us that night. the next day when we woke up, he is gone, sneak out from the house (he never do it before) and went to a place where we can't find him to die. i was so mad that i don't understand why ppl would do such a thing?! since that incident, i always crate or cage all my dogs up when i'm out for long hours or during night time. ppl ask me why i wanna crate them up when i'm gone? they said they thought i keep dogs to guard the house? but they r wrong. actually it is enough for me when they spot something and bark. the rest is my business. just try to be carefull as anything could happen in any moment that out of your expectation. hope this won't make you step back from keeping dogs again. losing a dog is a very very hard time but try to accept it as we all know that every life will comes to an end one day from the first day we r born on this earth. of course, we all hope our dogs leave in peace and so does our dogs don't want us to live in sorrow after they leaved. i had a spizt who was run over by my brother in law when he was rushing to his grandma's house after knowing that she passed away. she was killed on the spot. i cry for days coz i look after her since the first day she came and she's my favourite dog and staying with me for 9 years. she mean more than only a dog to me. but comes into another point, this might be one of her choice to relief herselves as she was suffering bone cancer at the leg. (i brought her to the vet, did surgery, but the cancer cells was not remove successfully). and i don't know if it is coincidence or true...... few days after her death, i saw her in my dream, wagging her tail happily and running to me with a healthy leg (she was "tempang" for months) then i woke up. my sis also dreamed of her as she was rubbing her body happily around her legs soon after her death. well, this makes me feel better as i "know" she's happy and doesn't suffer from the sicknes anymore. (sounds "stupid" but this is one way that give me hope that she's fine and happy) time will heal your wound. sorry to make you feel sad again by asking your dog's incident. appreciate all the things around us while we can. love is everywhere... if u open your heart.
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